i feel like a lost child today, not because i lost my way in one of brisbane's suburb again, but i feel i like i don't have anyone, i don't belong to any group, i feel like i never been a part of the crowd, just feel alone and extremely sad, extremely worried. all this time i've been hiding it under all the jokes and all of those silly things i've done, but the truth is i'm not as 'happy' as u guys think i am. i am not 'well preserved' i've been expose to the 'aliran sesat'. (what am i saying?)
i think i've drinking too many of those experimental wine for my product design assignment. which taste very yucky, ugh....