28.4.06

goodbye goodnight

yah gue gagal nonton goodnight electric -_-
sebenarnya gue blom pulih dari kekecewaan gue ttg jamie cullumn yg cuman mampir ke singapore dan tidak ke jakarta sekalian, dan gue berharap goodnight electric bisa menghibur gue, tapi yah.. -_-

17.4.06

the pack!

i took the most drowsy flu pills this morning, so just guess away how am i doing in the office...-_-
plus sandra's words seems to be a bad news for me -_-

well, yesterday, the day b4 the 'long' weekend, i've made a pack with 'd' that we should never forget each other bahkan disaat kita sudah tidak 'sendiri' lagi >_<.. i made her promise me that because i got a hint that ahahahaha.. i shouldn't mention it, i might jinxed her. well, anyhu i've lost friends b4 just because they've got bf/gf... and i don't want that to happened again, i don't want to feel that sudden loneliness again... at least we can keep chatting or sms or e-mails ...

oh that reminds me the pack that i've made with wiki, that we should send each other wedding invitations ahahaha >_<

back to sandra's words, she didn't mean no harm, just spitting out office facts, and it sounded like a bad news for me... gosh, life's really are tough! okure, better get to work...

13.4.06

i'm your cupu nerd ex girlfriend

well, i got nothing to do, so i guess another update...

not long after my conversation with 'd', i had this dream that i met someone in the past, who used to be very closed to me..
well, i just said, ...' hi, udah lama nggak ketemu ya' and he didn't said anything, he just held my hand and we're off somewhere...

and the truth is dunno why and for some reason 'dia' suka muncul dipikiran gue akhir2 ini... maybe i just wanted to know how's he been doing, it's been years... (at this point gue menyesal dulu gue galak bgt, maafkan saya ya...)

cupu nerd

back in jakarta, hmm...

well, someone has asked me this ?s
d: ... val, loe kapan nih?
v: ntar dulu deh satu2, gue baru dapet kerja...
d: ah eloe, dari dulu jawabannya itu terus!!!

well, after i think about it she's right, there's always something in my mind hehehehe... thanks 4 ur concern 'd', to be honest i've thought about it, just dunno where to start or how even...

3.4.06

berita berikut ini adalah sebuah penegasan...
'i'm here .. i'm always here, you just have to know how to find me...'

untuk temen baikku yg jauh disana...