hmm.. i've just visited my eye doctor (i'm sure there's a name for it but i couldn't remember.red) i quite like her, she's chill, very nice, sangat tenang. as if my porblem were not a big deal.
haven't been doing a lot lately, to be honest i still don't know what to do? nothing is fun anymore. everything i do just add more confusion in my brain. oh well...
20.1.06
18.1.06
the stary eyes
i'm not even sure if spelled that correctly.. haha
right now i'm addicted to korean tv series, so far i can only say helo, ok, i understand, and mother, ahahahaha and i'm also addicted to jamie cullumn-photograph (it's a song title.red)
for the last 15 minutes i've been staring at this job advert, haih... it seems that i don't have the courage to reply -_-.
-o- and it's also hard to say good bye to old and bad habbit isn't it? but i gotta try harder! AZA AZA FIGHTING!!! (ahahaha one of the lead female characters of the korean series like to say that >_<).
oh yes, my mobile phone has finally broken after 2 years -_-, so for these couple of days i had no phone -_-. so sad
right now i'm addicted to korean tv series, so far i can only say helo, ok, i understand, and mother, ahahahaha and i'm also addicted to jamie cullumn-photograph (it's a song title.red)
for the last 15 minutes i've been staring at this job advert, haih... it seems that i don't have the courage to reply -_-.
-o- and it's also hard to say good bye to old and bad habbit isn't it? but i gotta try harder! AZA AZA FIGHTING!!! (ahahaha one of the lead female characters of the korean series like to say that >_<).
oh yes, my mobile phone has finally broken after 2 years -_-, so for these couple of days i had no phone -_-. so sad
12.1.06
photograph
when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic though i missed it at the time...
photograph - jamie cullum
sitting still in my home pc and think, whilst my eyes still looking for that magical words 'GRAPHIC DESIGNER NEEDED' which now made it seems impossible to be found.
in my mind goes: i've become the person i hate the most. i've said something snobby yesterday, i've seen the look on their face, and now i felt guilty. why? why? why did i said what i've said!!! why can i be just that nice person, why can just keep my opinion for myself. i guess it's time to make a new year resolution!!
1. always keep those sarcastic opinion to myself
2. always smile
3. always keeps a happy thoughts!
4. learn to drive properly!
i missed having the freedom to wonder off on my own!
i see so much magic though i missed it at the time...
photograph - jamie cullum
sitting still in my home pc and think, whilst my eyes still looking for that magical words 'GRAPHIC DESIGNER NEEDED' which now made it seems impossible to be found.
in my mind goes: i've become the person i hate the most. i've said something snobby yesterday, i've seen the look on their face, and now i felt guilty. why? why? why did i said what i've said!!! why can i be just that nice person, why can just keep my opinion for myself. i guess it's time to make a new year resolution!!
1. always keep those sarcastic opinion to myself
2. always smile
3. always keeps a happy thoughts!
4. learn to drive properly!
i missed having the freedom to wonder off on my own!
7.1.06
me 1st and the gimmies gimmies part 2
hmm... jakarta, home sweet home...
it's only been 3 weeks, but i missed bne already. i missed my freedom actually. i got sick just a week after i arrive in jkt. i was sick in new year's eve -_-.
i went on a holiday with my family just after christmas, it was supposed to be fun, but cos i'm sick... i can't really enjoyed it. but although i'm sick i'm still a shopaholic -_-.
and now for a v update
well, i'm getting better still a bit a-s, haven't got a job. i'm in bandung right now, at my sis' place. i got nothing to do in jakarta, so i just followed her here. dunno why ppl have been looking at me as though i'm an allien or some kind, or maybe that's just my feeling. and because of that, i've been throwing some harsh comments lately, my youngest sister kinda forced me shut my mouth -_-
been having trouble with indo ppl who seems to have problem with the idea of queing! i didn't set up new year's resolution this year.
it's only been 3 weeks, but i missed bne already. i missed my freedom actually. i got sick just a week after i arrive in jkt. i was sick in new year's eve -_-.
i went on a holiday with my family just after christmas, it was supposed to be fun, but cos i'm sick... i can't really enjoyed it. but although i'm sick i'm still a shopaholic -_-.
and now for a v update
well, i'm getting better still a bit a-s, haven't got a job. i'm in bandung right now, at my sis' place. i got nothing to do in jakarta, so i just followed her here. dunno why ppl have been looking at me as though i'm an allien or some kind, or maybe that's just my feeling. and because of that, i've been throwing some harsh comments lately, my youngest sister kinda forced me shut my mouth -_-
been having trouble with indo ppl who seems to have problem with the idea of queing! i didn't set up new year's resolution this year.
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