11.2.06

freak school

Well then again I’m here sitting, staring, writing, fixing, singing, whilst trying, trying to find what I know it’s there, somewhere hidden. I just know that it’s there somewhere. Something I have always wish I had. I’ve seen it before, I’m so sure of it. It would probably there in front of me just lying still, dormant (my sister like to called it hibernate, I’m not sure what does it mean though.red). I know it is there somewhere, I just feel it.. no… I just found it a moment a go, but now… I’ve lost it again. Sometimes it’s there I can see it and it’s available for me to used it, but most of the time, I can’t find it anywhere.

3.2.06

i hate grapes

yup there you go, i hate grapes.

maybe i need to redefine myself, my goals...
maybe...

maybe i'm not supposed to be a graphic artist, maybe ...