the story with the eraserhead

there i've said it. she said it too, full report, bad news...
yup and this kind of bad news always come at times when i need more support T_T
single fighter as always... as always...

and i will erase him with an eraserhead.

almost lover

...
well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be
so long my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
should have known you'd bring me heartache
almost lovers always do...

-a fine frenzy-

the complication of mr.a

c :what is up with u and mr. a?
v :nothing..
c :nothing, huh? well.. it seems, val.. that he is the only one who knows how to keep you grounded..
v :hmmm... *sigh -_-"

super mom

ok, the title has nothing to do with the lines bellow.. i just put that there because that's what it says in my fb page xp.

c's been telling me the same things she always told me since she realised i had 'that syndrome'. i wonder if it's too late now to back away, but can i back away, now that i finally now for sure where it's heading? and apparently s is having the problems i would have to handle if i pressed on, well not to that extreme.. but it pretty much the same picture. and i just want to lived my life the way it supposed to happened.. embracing more troubles ^^ .. crazy..

candy

yesterday was sweet... the ice is melting and i've been kissed...

it's old

i was managing my old e-mails, i had a folder called 'stuff' it was mostly all my application and confirmation e-mail from QIBT and QCA, but one got in slipped in and as i read i smiled.. someone onced called me his little confused girl and it was back in 2001, and i don't even remembered him >__<.

let it snow

overexcited.. yup just overexcited...

skeptic.phonics

this is a series of a quicky updates:
1. mr. bear has finally found his match
2. i don't know what am i going to do when i get to boston
3. everyone's been yelling at me and asked me to 'stop' and 'disappear'.

eyecatching...

oh well, saturday morning...
got new 'funny'/ridiculous pick up lines..
x : u have a very cool msn title
v : really?
x : yeah, very eyecatching...
x : ^^

i've known him since middle school, and he had never ever talked to me..

gray day

'dead style' office, huhuhu -_-' we got 2 new comers. dunno how i should greet them, i'm just not in the mood, and i got so many deadlines, and things on my head.

miss. i, finally knows about me and chris spending new year's eve together. my bad -_-' (sorry chris, it seems i'm nothing but trouble for you). which then made me think maybe i should permanently sign off..

and the rest is silent

i don't know how i should begin to write all that has happened to me in 2007 and how i spend my new year's eve. long story short, i finally landed safe and sound at jakarta, and as i was silently watching the traffic.. my phone rang, i got an sms, saying "... gue pingin ngabisin taun sama loe aja..."

so there i was, spending the last of 2007 with chris, we were both sick, dunno were to go, what to do. and he was a bit annoying, by assuming things i have never ever done in my life. to be honest, all of it just add another question marks in my head.

oh well, we'll see how things go... i guess i should just silently watching... minding my own business..