minty fresh

yeay.. my partner in crimes, sly is back in bne huhuhu...what a relieve >_<. she kept my mind busy with our so called 'new project'. so... gue nggak lagi mikirin si 'ex'. but i think i'm bound utk bolak balik bandung-jakarta because of our project.

i'm also still still busy working my way out from assignments and portfolio, and also where should i go, what should i do after i graduate?

oh well, i should've start writting my 2000 words essay, it's due tomorrow!! but at mean time, i wanna sing this song first -_-

it's about time- Jammie Cullum

walking down to the water's edge
where I have been before
if I don't find my love sometime
i'm walking out that door
some may come and some may go
but no-one seems to be
the person I've been searching for
the one whose meant for me

chorus
biding my time, trying to find a heart that's lonely
looking for her (him), my love my one and only
maybe I'll dream, tonight about the girl (man) who'll be coming my way
so I'll take this chance and celebrate the day
when I'm making my way through an open door
i've got some love and so much more
and I"m ready to make someone mine
making my way through an open door
i've got some love and so much more
and I'll find her, 'cos it's about time

you try too hard and it feels just like
you're running on thin air
why does luck happen by suprise
if you don't really care
the past is gone the flames are out
from fires that have burned
new ideals and different thoughts
from lessons I have learned

chorus

got the feeling this could take a pretty long while
to find that smile
put my faith in another piece of good advice
well I tried that twice
waiting for, a little something more
to inspire, take me higher
and I"m ready to make someone mine
making my way through an open door
i've got some love and so much more
and I'll find her, 'cos it's about time
it's about time

time bomb

hmm... yup i finally woke up and found reallity and i don't like it... i'm running out of time, and i'm constantly thinking about stuff that i shoudn't be thinking and worrying gosh... and in a split second today, i was thinking of cutting myself, for an hour i was thinking of quiting school, and for 3 hrs i was constantly strugling trying to concentrate on doing my assignments. luckily my mom called and remind me of my long life dream, to worked overseas (outside ind and oz). gosh what a sweet dream, now i don't whether i could still have the strenght to keep reaching that dream. my mind is full of shecdules, deadlines, briefs... and no idea, yup none what so ever.

but i manage to stay calm for 4 hrs, worked on tiny winy bit of assignments, which only involve some mags, glue, double sided tape, and siccors. yep cut and paste took 4 hrs. and then..now i started panicking again... huah -_-.

grizzlie bear

yup, it's getting cold here in brisbane and for a 'tropical' person like me, it's getting uncomfortable too -_-. i'm no longer able to wake up early in the morning to do my assignments, unless i slept very early at night. i'm just like a bear in winter time, always sleeping -_-. it's such a waste of time, esp because a lot of assignments due

well, i shouldn't blame the wheather, i should've blame my self for not doing my assignments earlier this semester -_-...

the purple card in the middle of winter

heiho... finally... icf's 10th anniversary's over. i could rest from all of that arguements about such and such... well, i did my job, but because i'm such a moody person and because i can't really see in night time, so the photos i took turned out either blur or too dark (dunno why i don't like flash light.red).

oh and about that purple card... it's the highlights for this year i guess, at this time after what happened last year, this purple card means a lot to me. it's not the color or the picture, but it's what was written there:
'valcory,
hope we'll be friends forever... thank you for being a wonderful friend
v'

i just dunno how i should reply it... i couldn't say million words about how greatfull i am that you would still be my friends despite the rumours about me that has been spreading last year. honestly i am honored to be friends with you. ihope i could say this to her without sounding so cocky....-_-
oh valcory.... when can you be good with words, and just say what's in your heart with being 'canggung'...

tentang dia

today's entry pake bahasa indo ajah ya ._. (sedang susah berkata2 dng bahasa asing.red). hmm.. sebenarnya gue agak malu juga mengakuinya, tapi entah knp gue tiba2 kangen 'dia' yg dulu pernah ada di hati gue >_<. mungkin krn kmaren di melb gue banyak catching up and he's become part of me for a while, jadi gue jg ceritain ttg 'dia' ke helen. untuk beberapa lama gue emang nggak pernah nyinggung 'dia' karena gue masih ngerasa 'sakit' atas perbuatannya. tapi skg ketika rasa 'sakit' itu telah tiada, perasaan lain tiba2 saja muncul tak terduga, kangen. dan tiba2 juga lelaki berjari2 spt pisang susu itu lenyap dr pikiran gue, yg ada hanya 'dia'. and so... seperti yg selalu gue lakukan jika sdg penasaran...i did a tiny winy bit of 'research' and 'sneaking up' through his blogs. it turn out that he's a live and well (of course lah.red), moving on with his life, firlting with others ._. and i should do the same...

but his not the only one yg gue kangenin saat ini, gue jg pingin bgt ketemu doremi. sudah lama bgt kita nggak cerita2, udah lama bgt gue nggak denger org ngatain gue jayus dan diancam yg nggak2 hanya karena gue nggak pingin org lain tau nickname gue yg rada memalukan. udah lama nggak ada org yg manggil gue giegie. chancesnya kecil sih kalo doremi bakal baca blog ini, cuman gue pingin dia tau kalo cuman dia satu2nya temen gue yg tau nickname gue itu, and that means you are part of the family dore huhuhu >_<

hammer hall, arts center, melbourne

helo... i'm back in brissy. i like melbourne (despite the wheather), but brissy is still the palce where i called home >_<.

AGIdeas is so 'fun', i'm glad i went there. it's like a whole new world is opened up in front of my eyes.