8.8.05

crash and burn

hi...
hmm... i've been having this suspicious thoughts about one of my sister's friend, i don't like him at all. dunno why? i just don't like him.

and i've been wanting to have some serious talk with my mom... cos i'm scared, now i'm scared to even dream to have a 'that' job. not that i don't think i can do it, but because...

i dunno.. i dunno what to do, what to think, and what to even hope... i feel don't feel like talking, not a word. cos when i talked, words that came out of my mouth is crap.