helo there, something awful just happened huhuhu... i've lost my wallet. yep, i almost lost my brand new sunnies a few weeks ago, now i lost my wallet for real !!! well, i guess i just had to let it go... buang sial, orang jawa bilang. syedich, shock, gue masih lemes. i'm getting more and more careless lately.
but despite the awful tradegy, i found the perfect song of the year for me (altough this song's been released last year.red). it's called I BELIEVE by Yolanda Adams and it goes like this:
They said you wouldn't make it so far a a
And ever since they've said it its been hard
But never mind that night'cha had to cry
Cause you had never let it go inside
You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe
And you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i hold it soon man
That is what i do believe
Your fools are justes singing, your soul aha
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your moind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine leave all of your kiss and stress behind and
Just let it go
Let the music go inside against all the pain
It just start to believe
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i hold it soon man
That is what i do believe
Never mind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up, i'll keep it up
Looking to the sky
I will achieve on my knees
I will always believe
yep i do believe that someday, i would go places, esp new orleans, Brazill and Italy, be a working mom that still have time for my kids (athena predict that i got 4 kids, boy-girl-girl-boy.red). i wished that in search for the future husband just as easy as matching athena's prediction huhuhuhuhu...
and about the places, i wanted to go to new orleans because of the Jazzy things that's been going on over there, the reason for brazill is just that i love the lighthouse family song-lost in space, and they're shooting their vclip in Rio, and i've been wanting to go there ever since, and i wanted to go to italy since the day i could remember 'mbah putri' (my father's mother.red). my dad used to lived there when he was a child. well, i guess since i've never seen 'mbah putri' (she passed away just 1 month b4 i was born.red) i've always wanted to know what she's like, what she used to do, and go to places she's been. i miss her. okay i better stop b4 it gets too emotional huhuhuhu.... c ya