well, to be honest it got nothing to do with record deals as in signing contract with a record company... it's just the same as any of my other blog entries huhuhu... the titles just there for no reason at all...
i'm so tired today, i got a night class, then i walk home by 8.20, and still got a lot of cleaning to do, plus cooking, yep, i tried to cook my own food this year, despite the taste... i had to save money, what for u asked? i do not now for sure, i might use it for travell. oh yeah, i remembered now, i oughta save for the reunion in HongKong with Meng, Wiki, Athena and hopefully Ton. i know..it's too far for reunion but hey, the person who brought us together is Wiki and she lived in HongKong, so.. i don't really mind actually. and this time it's going to came out from my own wallet. yep, i've oughta be more independent.
i just had another strange dream last night... 1st i was in a dance class, which is so impossible, because koordinasi tangan dan kaki gue kurang bagus, 2nd a man hold me and lift me up which again is so impossible because i'm too heavy even to be push aside. 3rd, that man knows me and i guess we haven't met each other for a long time, judging by the feels of his arms when he hold me, i don't know any guy who had perasaan kangen kayak gitu ke gue (gue gitu lho.red). i guess i needed a dream dictionary after all. i saw one of that once when i was strolling with M in one fine afternoon in the South Jakarta. oh well, as long it's not a nightmare, i wouldn't mind. oh.. and another thing, i can't seem to remember the his face who is my dance partner. i wonder what that means? sometimes i wonder since i can feel what other feel tanpa disengaja... jgn2 sebenarnya ada yg kangen berat ama gue??? hahahahahaha sebaiknya gue secepatnya menyingkirkan perasaan itu, GR BERAT bo' soalnya nggak mungkin bgt!!! ato mungkin jg krn gue sedang sgt merasa kesepian huhuhuhu... so my unconsious mind creates such fantasy. i think i had to have to consult it with miss K.