yep readers the words are h..., e... and a... and i just wanna get it out of my head. i've manage to get rid of it for several days, but as soon as i get online, it all came back to me. the reasons why am i insist on living by myself in a small apt.
huh... i just realize that i'm not ready and i'm sacred, i'm freaking out. why did people believed that i can do it, while me on the other hand, i don't think that i can do it.
oh yeup, i've been trying to prove a theory (this one is v secret, sorry guys -_-.red), well, it didn't work, despite what the legend said, my experiment prove the otherwise ... and i'm so dissappointed... -_- the result made me feel weaker and weaker every single day...