17.9.05

sealed memory

hey guys... it's so nice not having to work everyday. yep my days in the studio are over, now i can concentrate (well, trying) on my college assignments.

hmm.. today was very windy in bne, very very windy, so i can't go anywhere -_-
so... i cooked, spaghetti with garlic and japanese seaweed sprinkles and watched tv. although i had to stayed home all day, i found something inside of me that i...well you can say sealed very tightly. i really like this movie, because i can connect with it. well, sly always thought that i had a happy childhood, well, i tell you what sly, i had had my share of cloudy days. it's very funny how i manage to surpress that memory for so long if i hadn't watched that movie today, i would probably wouldn't remember it. but anyhuu, what that girl went through and how she reacted was more elaborate compare to what i went through, but i still remember what's it like to be in her shoes. i was angry and very sad. but i'm over it now.

another thing... i just realise that life is all about choice. so i've this wishful thinking:
i wish to have someone to talk to about these unforseen choices, and if did chose a bad one, i wish that person would stick by me...

(i'm being cheessy am i?)