3.10.05

the sound of my heart beat

one down, couple of more to go...

now what i need to do is to concentrate on what things that is more important.

have you ever look at yourself in a photo and you don't like what you see? i've been tryng to forget those words that was pointed at me, at my appreance. and that is why i rarely be in a pic, cos everytime i look at myself, those words came back to me, and it's hard not to belief in it. and it has set me back more than often. it has always makes me retreat to my most secure place instead of being out in the real world.

if only the sound of my heart beat can defeat those words that keeps echoing in my head, i could go on in life.