don't even remind me...
now it's probably officially 2 months b4 i leave the country. hopefully not forever...
i'm having doubts about life, having doubts about myself, of what i'm capabale and not capable of...
and i wish it was my resource to spend, but it's not mine, not like what you think...
well, anyhu... despite all of that i saw someone, well, from a distance, but...
he's kinda interesting, asian (not from indo though he has dark skin), seems to be 24-26ish, maybe...
but he was just visiting bne... -_-
but it was a slight relief... a good slight break from all those heavy thinking and planning i've been doing for the past week.
oh.. btw, despite all of those heavy thinking and considering here and that... the result was usually simple... but i'm not ready to decide that yet...