i finally able to remember what i wanted to write ...ahahahaha
ok here it goes... i have some concerns.., well my friend been 'hanging out' with these ppl that i don't really feel comfortable with. don't get me wrong they're nice ppl, but i just don't agree with their views on life.. that's all. and since the begining, i fear that she would become one of them... i don't mind really, if she did. but stay the hell away from me!! ahahaha that's mean i'm do mind huh?
anyhu, i was talking to her about this problem i'm having... and wala.. i was so surprise on the way she made her comment... it wasn't soothing at all. at that time in my mind goes, 'she is one of them, now!' i don't get it!! and to be honest i don't like it... but what can i say... and who am i to judge...
her comment wasn't soothing at all, she made me felt worse about myself. i'm sure she didn't mean too... and it didn't solve anything.
i am not perfect, i'm sure i made a worse comments too... well, i guess at this age i'm gonna have to learnt how to consult different ppl.. and hopefully i won't make them feel worse. being a young woman, single, pretty average at everything, does make life seems hard...