i'm counting the days of leaving bne. i'm sad but at the same time i'm happy. sad, because i have to leave the things that has been my life for the past 3 years. sad to leave all of this convinience. sad to leave the 'freedom' and the sence of independence. but i'm also happy to leave too, for so many reasons that i couldn't tell you. i'm happy to leave bne because i am a 'nomad' (translation: people who likes to moves around-according to mia.red). oh and i thing i also happy because leaving bne means i don't have to hear those names that could triger my inner 'fire alarm' (dunno why i get really really pissed of when i heard those names.red) and after a quick discussion with an old friend, she suggested that that i did the right thing by leaving all those stuff behind...
to be honest, once i got really pissed off with someone, i don't want to even hear his/her name, and i don't all the people that are close to me to have any contacts with him/her. (selfish? no, i don't think so. i'm just having trouble with anger management.red)
i'm so sorry this isn't a nice edition of blog... i was pretty happy until someone mention those names that trigger my inner 'fire alarm'. i am angry... so angry...