18.7.05

scare crow

hi... i'm home at last, but not for long, in 3 days i'm going back to the place where it used to be my sanctuary...

have you ever feel like you've lost everything? well, i haven't, not hoping too anyway... but i'm starting to feel like i could lose everything... another funny thing is..after a long talk with my dad, and despite segala bentuk 'kegalakan' gue... gue takut... yup, i'm scared, scared of getting to know someone too close, scared i might get hurt one day, scared of being too nice to people, scared i might hurt someonelse's feeling...

oh well...