13.6.05

just blank and blur

hey.. guest what.. i did another stupid things this weekend, yep i know, i should've restrained myself and still kept myself as a solitaire person whenever i'm not somber.. but i didn't. i'm tired, i'm irrational, sad, and confuse and i went out. the result: not good, i think i've insulted someone, and tidak sengaja mengetahui sst yg seharusnya tdk gue tahu. padahal mereka sudah 1/2 mati menutupi kenyataan itu dari mata gue, well, honestly i don't really care of what they did, and i wish i could just said that upfront so they don't have to... mati2an trying to covered the 'truth' in front of me.

have you ever wanted something so bad but you just couldn't have it? and the only thing you could do is wait.. and hope..