28.2.05

the pulp in the bulb

just like the title today's entry may not be that important to read, so u guys just can passed this one out (tapi sebaiknya sih jangan.red). well, i'm back in brisbane, and finally got online, actually i've arrived a week ago but my nose didn't really compromised (a.k.a pilek berat.red)

i'm excited, i'm sad and i'm scared...so scared to begin this new semester. why? because then again there's always someone telling me that the course i'm taking is the 'hard one'. oh well, i think..u you can't really tell untill you've experience it. oh and one thing i'm also taking the kind of projects that made my average grade low last semester. i just think i gotta keep trying until it's impossible to keep trying.

then again i'm going through an era where the 'kid' in me have to become an 'adult'. yep and it's coming in 2 weeks. whilst most people held a 'grand' celebration of that event, i'm on the contrary can't and didn't even want to think about a celebration of such event. i just don't think it's the right moment for me to be celebrating. some of my closest friend argue that because i still read Lemony Snicket and refuses to grow up. well, if any of you ever heard that rumor, please ignore it, becuase it's not true.