15.9.04

a piece of me

i have just discover something about me. all i need now is to build a new defense mechanism to retain my existence as valcory...

i have always moved away from the crowd just for the sake of experience...
all this time deep in my heart i already knew what was going to happen to me, and thats why i'm so restless all the time, but i can't help it, i need to have that experience...
that's what drives me into doing what i'm doing today... chasing something that i already knew i can't have. so what do you think of me now? stupid, dumb, dodol, bego, bold? maybe all of them, but hey, as i sat down this morning writing my discovery i felt relieve that i've found another 'piece' of me.