it was late saturday night, i was still fiddling with that fat bee character i created for my baby nephew, my mom came up to my room and asked me a very simple and honest question. i paused for a second, trying to remember...
then, i sighed and said, 'NO'. my mom nodded, and at that moment i realised, all my effort has been in vain, i've got to stop trying. i give up.
the truth hurts... but it's better this way, it better be now rather than later T_T