lost

i just got home from office outings, we watched movie and have dinner together, it was fun, yeah ..it's fun -_-

we watched Lost City, tonight... it got me into thinking, it got me some spirit to actually execute my plans... i've always wanted to lived in another country... by day my heads are filled with plans, but at the end of the day, when i lied down on my back... surrounded by my pillows and my trustworthy blanked... it feel so cozy, and i don't want to go anywhere, i feel safe here -_-

yeah, maybe for some ppl they needed plans but for me... i had too much planning and no guts!!

so not

i'm so not in the mood today...
a friend of mine called, she's heading back to bne this monday, she got a job interview on wednesday. i'm really happy for her job interview, she deserves it, i dunno why am i so emotional she's leaving...

i guess, i'm just worried i'm not be able to see her again... onced she's working and i'm working and the expensiveness of communication these days...

colors

i think everyone should visit this page >_<
i love it

tuition fee

haha... part of my new year's commitment is to try to collect as many info as i can on this school. but. i'm scared to look at the tuition fees section -_-

yup... i need another sleepless night with good pay jobs!

you are a very cool turtle

g-shock

i've been having an uneased feeling. it's like i've done something bad! or something bad is going to happened! but i don't know why?

sunday afternoon by the pond

i was trying to find an old photos of my aunt to show it to my 'lost' cousin (i'll tell u more stories on her after i meet her, oks >_-). i couldn't find my aunt's picture as an adult, i only found her pic when she was just a little girl in rome, with my dad, and my grandparents. somehow it makes me feel like i have to go to italy, sometimes in my life. i wanted to see what my grandmother used to see. i want to be where she was. i want to see her. i've only told this to few of my close friends, that my grandmother died a month b4 i was born. so next stop for me is, new york and rome ahahahaha >_<

so there i was sitting next to fish pond, looking at all of those photos of my family. i'll try to post it sometimes oks >_-

everyone has favorites, but apparently we were never anyone's favorite

my best friend's new year resolution

i thought M was going to sydney for her master this year, so i sms-ed her to asked her when she's leaving. but it turn out that she didn't get the scholarship, so she's not going to sydney this february. then i said to her that we should meet next month (i'm kinda busy with family things this month), she said ok, and she add...
"... one of my new year's resolution is to see you, val."

ahaha.. she's funny, she always had something nice to say to me, in a way that makes me feel important >_<

he's a legend

he's going to singapore this january -_-
ow i wanna watch his concert... but i guess not at this time, andi and linny are planning a wedding in bali, i better saved some money for the wedding >_<

oh well, mr. legend, i guess i'll see you some other time

the bench

we were sitting on a sofa in a cafe..
v : would you like to sit next to me?
x : ok

then we sat next to each other, we order drinks...
x : what's the matter, val?
v : nothing, why you asked?
x : i think it's a bit odd, that we're sitting not facing each other
v : oh... sorry, it's just that i missed that bench...

hi how r u?

i'm emotional, emotional because i'm happy because my friends r getting married, but at the same time i'm also sad and mad because my other friend was dumped by her bf. hmm -_-

happy elephant new year

well.. it's 2007 for real ahahahaha >_<
hmm.. what's ur new year resolution? mine...
...definetely more exercise, at least treadmill and swimming,
...then getting a license,
...then get a better job,
...then save some money for vacation >_<,
...then of course the X factor on finding my own crowd...

gee, that's quite a lot...oh well then Happy New Year

it's christmas

merry christmas everyone, hope you have a wonderfull times with ur family and friends >_<

my life as an elephant

i keep saying i wanted to be part of an exhibition... but i missed the deadline -_-
i keep saying,'oh yes i do have a portfolio.. i'm working on a new one right now.' but i haven't really started actually. i haven't figure out a theme for it. and ideas keep changing every now and then.

linny told me, that i need guidances, i guess she's right. and i need deadlines too! but i'm not a lazy elephant, i'm just lost.

i need to make a calendar and a portfolio... or maybe...

blues clues

had seafood for dinner hmm yum...
and i had a new path, a new clue to find u, ommo. i hope i can see you soon -_-.

i had dinner with the alegrians, or should i say what's left of alegria, we laughed a lot, and eat a lot too of course. what surprises me was that they still encourged keep on going. hmm... -_-

kootoobook i'm in

maybe some of u have seen my kootoobook design...
i think i've become it..well some part of it.. in every aspect of it -_-

wish of the day

i can hear you pray everyday...
you wish for this and that, you wish that today would be easy...
but you forgot to say... i wish i didn't hurt anyone today...

major minor

it feels weird and uncomfortable once you've let go of ur anger...
but it had to come out, and this time i know i'm right.

i have some questions in my head... if something's can only be enjoyed by a group of minority, does that mean the 'thing' is a bad art? my only positive excuse is they just had a different taste..

and i hope the majority would stop picking on me for my taste in any kind of artwork.

it's an adventure

the title does not have anything to do with this blog entry...

i've been playing this song called 'robot sings...' by the adventure kids, it kinda make you want to do the robotnic dance ahahaha >_<
i'm actually not feeling very well this week, but the strange thing about it is.. my throat only feels sore by daylight, in the morning till afternoon-ish. and it got better after sunset.. isn't that weird?