walaupun saat ini gue sedang cape bgt, ngantuks berats akibat krg tidur... tapi gue sebenarnya gue bahagia, i've been lucky.
kerja keras gue akhirnya mendapat pengakuan dari client, walaupun karya gue itu blom tentu akan dipublish krn masih hrs bersaing dng senior2 gue dan juga dng designer2 dr agency sebelah. tapi gpp setidaknya ibu client itu mengerti pesan gue >_<
30.8.06
25.8.06
the mimi show?
di tengah... kegelisahan dan kekesalan gue krn illus yg sdh 2x 'unexpectedly quit' gue mendengar...
'but life isn't supposed to be easy..'
gue denger itu dari radio, good one mrs. radio announcer!
'but life isn't supposed to be easy..'
gue denger itu dari radio, good one mrs. radio announcer!
16.8.06
blame it on folder
have you heard a song called 'foder' by plastic operator?
entah knp lagu ini bisa membuat gue spt jatuh cinta, padahal gue lg ga naksir siapa2 -_-
aneh...
entah knp lagu ini bisa membuat gue spt jatuh cinta, padahal gue lg ga naksir siapa2 -_-
aneh...
14.8.06
10.8.06
august in jakarta
bulan agustus di jakarta itu sangat panas sekali.. sangat extrim sampai mata gue terasa perih, memandangin jendela kantor. (station gue di kantor pas menghadap jendela. jadi mau nggak mau memang hrs memandangi jendela.red)
so.. solusi yg pas selain berdoa memohon hujan, gue menutup tirai jendela (biasanya gue paling anti, krn gue org yg tdk bisa hidup tanpa melihat pemandangan dr jendela.red), dan mengganti wallpaper desktop gue huhuhu... oh iya supaya acara hujan buatan lebih seru gue jg menyiapkan teh hangat satu teapot penuh disamping compie gue huhuhuhuhu >_<
so.. solusi yg pas selain berdoa memohon hujan, gue menutup tirai jendela (biasanya gue paling anti, krn gue org yg tdk bisa hidup tanpa melihat pemandangan dr jendela.red), dan mengganti wallpaper desktop gue huhuhu... oh iya supaya acara hujan buatan lebih seru gue jg menyiapkan teh hangat satu teapot penuh disamping compie gue huhuhuhuhu >_<
8.8.06
salad head
rencananya gambar ini akan gue sulam di t-shirt, berhub gue nggak tau cara memakai mesin jahit, maka i'm gonna do it manually...
7.8.06
4.8.06
phoenix
it's an old song, but i feel that i liked it much better now, well... i can relate to part of it now -_-
If I Ever Feel Better - Phoenix
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after al
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I Ever Feel Better - Phoenix
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after al
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
3.8.06
31.7.06
middle point
i've just read one of my friend's fs blog, she said she wanted to go home, and didn't want to leave in bne anymore. i've been there once, di situasi yg sama, semester terakhir, lagi magang dan kuliah, mesti mikirin konsep buat end of year portfolio (yg bisa dikatakan jg penentu masa depan gue.red). akhirnya gue mutusin balik ke jkt... tapi skg... gue kangen bgt sama bne, khususnya tempat diatas itu -_-
20.7.06
fumble crumble
mau tau tdk berapa lama daku menunggu utk antre printer? skg sdh hampir 2 jam -_-
printer kantor bapuks krg ajar!!! skg gue terjabak di kantor dan hanya bisa memandangi kilat2 dari jendela kantor.
sejujurnya hari2 gue masih tetap sendu semenjak minggu, masih blom pulih sampai kmaren gue menemukan kata2 ini pas nonton toky drift, '... life is short, you make choices and never look back...'
mungkin itu yg seharusnya gue lakukan skg, DON'T LOOK BACK! it's hard though, not looking back on the choices i've made... krn keberadaan gue sampai detik ini kalau ditelusuri lagi memang krn keputusan yg gue buat berdasarkan rasa penasaran 7 th yg lalu dan dng impian akan masa dpn yg cerah...
impian itu memang sedikit demi sedikit sedang gue jalanin, namun gue lupa bahwa semua itu ada efek sampingnya... gue lupa memperhitungkan hal yg satu itu. dan mungkin yg skg gue alami adl shockyness (i'm sure there's a better word for that, but i don't know what that is.red)
tapi yah.. tapi kata2 menyakitkan yg dialamatkan kpd gue hr minggu itu bukannya tak beralasan jg sih... kata2 itu keluar berdasarkan rasa panik akan keberadaan diri gue sendiri, or should i say keselamatan gue. dan berhub gue memang selalu cekcok dng beliau... gue nggak bisa menerima kata2 itu.
printer kantor bapuks krg ajar!!! skg gue terjabak di kantor dan hanya bisa memandangi kilat2 dari jendela kantor.
sejujurnya hari2 gue masih tetap sendu semenjak minggu, masih blom pulih sampai kmaren gue menemukan kata2 ini pas nonton toky drift, '... life is short, you make choices and never look back...'
mungkin itu yg seharusnya gue lakukan skg, DON'T LOOK BACK! it's hard though, not looking back on the choices i've made... krn keberadaan gue sampai detik ini kalau ditelusuri lagi memang krn keputusan yg gue buat berdasarkan rasa penasaran 7 th yg lalu dan dng impian akan masa dpn yg cerah...
impian itu memang sedikit demi sedikit sedang gue jalanin, namun gue lupa bahwa semua itu ada efek sampingnya... gue lupa memperhitungkan hal yg satu itu. dan mungkin yg skg gue alami adl shockyness (i'm sure there's a better word for that, but i don't know what that is.red)
tapi yah.. tapi kata2 menyakitkan yg dialamatkan kpd gue hr minggu itu bukannya tak beralasan jg sih... kata2 itu keluar berdasarkan rasa panik akan keberadaan diri gue sendiri, or should i say keselamatan gue. dan berhub gue memang selalu cekcok dng beliau... gue nggak bisa menerima kata2 itu.
19.7.06
outburst
it was not a fun weekend, hampir terjebak ditengah kerumunan demonstran -_-
but that was not the worst part ... -_- and as much as i want to wrote it down what really happened on last sunday ... i can't, i'm too emotional right now, i don't wanna wrote something i'll regret later...
but that was not the worst part ... -_- and as much as i want to wrote it down what really happened on last sunday ... i can't, i'm too emotional right now, i don't wanna wrote something i'll regret later...
14.7.06
ldw
lee dong wook >_<
aha -_- gue merasa seperti anak abg bgt !!! jadi maloe -_-
tapi emang cakep sih gmn donks...
hmm well, ngomongin org itu emang enak ya.. guilty pleasure hmm -_-. kmaren akhirnya gue tau knp tokoh ini krg disukai oleh rekan2nya, menurut gue alasan mereka cukup masuk akal jg.. but on the other hand gue jg bisa melihat sebagian dari diri gue dlm tokoh ini... ahaha in other word kebiasaan buruk kt sama aha -_-
well, gue rasa memang sdh saatnya utk berubah, lucu ya... gue itu selalu berdoa sebelum gue pergi dari rmh agar Tuhan membimbing gue selalu, agar gue nggak nyakitin perasaan org lain agar gue tdk membuat keributan... dan mungkin hal2 seperti ini merupakan jawaban dari Tuhan. karena terus terang ajah yg dilakukan oleh tokoh ini itu hal2 minor dan kecil tapi utk org lain merupakan hal yg sgt annoying. -_-
hari ini puas melihat2 ldw di net...
aha -_- gue merasa seperti anak abg bgt !!! jadi maloe -_-
tapi emang cakep sih gmn donks...
hmm well, ngomongin org itu emang enak ya.. guilty pleasure hmm -_-. kmaren akhirnya gue tau knp tokoh ini krg disukai oleh rekan2nya, menurut gue alasan mereka cukup masuk akal jg.. but on the other hand gue jg bisa melihat sebagian dari diri gue dlm tokoh ini... ahaha in other word kebiasaan buruk kt sama aha -_-
well, gue rasa memang sdh saatnya utk berubah, lucu ya... gue itu selalu berdoa sebelum gue pergi dari rmh agar Tuhan membimbing gue selalu, agar gue nggak nyakitin perasaan org lain agar gue tdk membuat keributan... dan mungkin hal2 seperti ini merupakan jawaban dari Tuhan. karena terus terang ajah yg dilakukan oleh tokoh ini itu hal2 minor dan kecil tapi utk org lain merupakan hal yg sgt annoying. -_-
hari ini puas melihat2 ldw di net...
12.7.06
high and dry
hehehe gue baru ngerampok itunesnya lina, dan gue menemukan lagu high and dry nya radiohead versi jamie cullum ahahaha syenang >_< bagus entah knp dia nggak masukin lagu ini ke album cacthing talesnya?
masih kebayang2 kata2nya d nih... '... susah skg disini (bne) nggak ada eloe...'
ah.. hmm.. -_- sejujurnya gue jg merasakan demikian di jkt.
masih kebayang2 kata2nya d nih... '... susah skg disini (bne) nggak ada eloe...'
ah.. hmm.. -_- sejujurnya gue jg merasakan demikian di jkt.
11.7.06
lazy saturday afternoon
padahal gue sudah berjanji tidak akan tergoda untuk membeli tas luis... tapi sabtu kemaren hati gue goyah jg dan.. yah begitulah akhrinya gue punya tas luis kotak2 ahahaha... both my sis bought it too. aha -_-
menurut kalian ini gambar apa?
menurut kalian ini gambar apa?
4.7.06
LOL -_-
it was friday.. we were preparing stuff for monday presentation..
n : ewok, kok kamu lucu bgt...
v : sebenarnya ya.. gue itu bercita2 menjadi seorg wanita yg angun lho...
dan nggak lama setelah itu yg bisa ku dengar hanya gelegar tawa andi, nat, pat dan linny... -_-
padahal kali ini gue mengungkapkan keinginan dari hati gue yg paling dalam... -_-
n : ewok, kok kamu lucu bgt...
v : sebenarnya ya.. gue itu bercita2 menjadi seorg wanita yg angun lho...
dan nggak lama setelah itu yg bisa ku dengar hanya gelegar tawa andi, nat, pat dan linny... -_-
padahal kali ini gue mengungkapkan keinginan dari hati gue yg paling dalam... -_-
27.6.06
wr..
tampaknya setiap langkah yg gue ambil salah akhir2 ini, termasuk jg feeling gue ttg tempat curhat gue. ternyata dia bukan org yg tempat utk daku berkeluh kesah -_-...
22.6.06
no seriously do you got milk?
i got another brief for a milk packaging... altough this time the client gives more freedom, i'm stuck. it feels like i'm running out of 'designy' brain juice... got lot of examples from books and images from the net, they all look fab, but anyhu i still have no idea what so ever, on what, or how mine would look like. on the other hand...
my md/cd has been asking me about this project with a 'concerned/panicking' mimik on her face. but i keep saying 'i'm still doodleling'. she replied, '..(i couldn't remembered clearly)...' sounds like she's expecting more of me.
wish me luck ok -_- hope i will come out with something dashing/ smashing/ fab b4 friday, or i'm a dead meat!!!
my md/cd has been asking me about this project with a 'concerned/panicking' mimik on her face. but i keep saying 'i'm still doodleling'. she replied, '..(i couldn't remembered clearly)...' sounds like she's expecting more of me.
wish me luck ok -_- hope i will come out with something dashing/ smashing/ fab b4 friday, or i'm a dead meat!!!
got milk?
hmm.. have you ever been in a situation or should i say you are in trouble -big one- and you can only think of a name, and you wanted so bad to call this person, not necessarily hoping that he/she can help you, but you just thought that person could at least would listen to you.
well.. i'm in that situation right now... i dunno if i should call you, but your name keeps hanging around in my head for these past few days. but on the other hand i dunno if i should tell you about the probs i've been having... maybe it's my ego.. i don't want you to know that i makes mistakes, and i'm not as perfect as you thought i was...
well.. i'm in that situation right now... i dunno if i should call you, but your name keeps hanging around in my head for these past few days. but on the other hand i dunno if i should tell you about the probs i've been having... maybe it's my ego.. i don't want you to know that i makes mistakes, and i'm not as perfect as you thought i was...
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