anxiety disorder

well, someone has offered me a side job >_< hooray!!!! i tell you all about it after i got the brief.

weekend ini sangat melelahkan, walaupun gue udah tidur 1/2 hari sabtu, tp sabtu malam terpaksa tidak tidur, krn ade' gue tdk bisa tidur, jadi terpaksa gue nemenin... dan terpaksa gue membeberkan smua kisah cinta gue (berhub kt nggak ada bahan pembicaraan lain). minggu pagi bgn jam 6 kurang -ke greja-pulang, sarapan-ke bogor, nenggok sodara yg baru saja melahirkan-lunch di puncak-ke bandung, jemput ade gue yg satu lagi-pulang ke jakarta...

senin pagi, mendung, di kantor sepi sekali... -_-
daftar project s/d tgl 9 june lumayan banyak (terus terang gue senang dan sedih di saat yg bersamaan -_-)

playlist ipod gue:
1. anja garbarek - the last trick
2. beth orton - concieved
3. corinne bailey rae - put your records on

saatnya bekerja...

setelah sekian lama akhirnya i can chat with soleh -_- hmm... pembicaraan kita tidak penting sih.. tapi inilah yg terjadi at the end of our conversation:
v : 'kok gue sekarang jadi freak begini ya leh?'
s : 'udah dari dulu kok !'
v : -_-!

catatan rahasia no.102

ramalan bintang bulan ini bersinar cerah buat gue... namun, rasanya nggak mungkin ajah gitu. impossible. ingin berharap... sangat ingin berharap ramalan itu menjadi kenyataan.

rasanya seneng jg sih, setelah seminggu ini yg gue dapat hanya kabar buruk, running out of ideas, tenggorokan bengkak dan kehilangan semangat untuk doing the ewok dance -_-

ya sud sekian duls, tugas gue bertumpuk...

working on a sat morning

harusnya gue bekerja.. tapi gue chat ama wiki dan entah kenapa gue menanggis...
i guess i miss her too much...

it feels like i'm flying solo...

catatan rahasia #101

sebenarnya gue pingin punya sedan VW, tapi apa daya jakarta hujan terus menerus...

lets do the ewok dance

one rainy day on the 6th floor of an office building...
i sat down on my desk, i put my jumper on as well as the hood on my jumper, the deadline was tomorrow... and in the mist of panic rush, my body moved (unconciously) to the beat of earth wind and fire - dancing in september...
then a voice shout... 'hahaha eh loe kalo diliat dari belakang kayak EWOK deh ahahaha LOL!', and since that i am ewok.. -_-

the devil wears prada

things get out of hands this week, it probably the saddes week and most uncomfortable week i had so far, i've betrayed a friend and been betrayed by a friend too.

feels like crying but no one wants to lend a shoulder...
things a very confusing for me right now, i've lost my way, again...